Through life, we all have challenges. Some times I feel like my challenges are more than I can handle. But, when I start to feel this way, I reflect on the word of God that says, "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it." 1 Corinthians 10:13
Even though it gets frustrating sometimes; and I really just want to give up. I continuously remind myself that I am in it to win it. Therefore, I will not let anything or anyone deter me from the plan that God has for my life. Like most of us, right now I am not crystal clear on what that plan but, I am clear on the fact that there is a plan. How can I be so sure someone is asking. Because Jeremiah 29:11 tells me, " For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." I must admit that I am absolutely glad that God knows the plan; because if I had to rely on some others, the plan would be for my demise. No matter how difficult life gets for me, I am going to keep moving. The more steps I make, the closer I will get to my destiny. I'm super excited about what God is doing in my life. The unfortunate thing though is I'm not sure how many others are excited for me. While yes, it does make me feel some kinda way, I won't let that hold me back. Remember, I am in it to win it. I know it is time for baby girl to grow up. It's time for me to become the woman of God he wants and needs me to be. I know that is going to mean that I will lose some things and some people along the way. But you know what? That is alright with me. One thing I know for sure is I can hold my own. I just want to encourage you all. Don't let people and/or things keep you from doing what you know God has called you to do. Do it, even if you have to do it alone. Keep in mind, everyone can't handle where God is about to take you; and the last thing you want to do is take old issues into new situations. Believe me when I tell you, they just don't fit. Be encourage as you move forward. God has everything under control. Some of you have been following me for quite some time now; and you know that no matter what I come up against, I will not be defeated. The first time I was severely attacked, the result was "From the Heart of A Woman"; yes, this blog is a result of a direct attack on my life. But God . . . .
Satan started attacking young women around me who were truly concerned because they were brand new in ministry. They had no one to turn to. Having been there myself, the Lord opened an avenue for me to produce "In His Presence" prayer CD. The last time Satan attacked me, you all got "From the Pit to the Palace: A Testimony of Faith, Forgiveness, and Freedom." It is important to me that you understand where I'm going with this. I've been through many hard trials but yet I'm here to share them with you. Every time Satan comes for me, I come back stronger than before I went in. With this being said, the Lord has already placed my next project in my spirt; and I know it is going to bless somebody's soul. How can I be so confident someone is asking? I am confident because of God's track record in my life. Everything he promised, he has delivered. This next project is going to touch people in some places they thought never existed. God is going to use me and my trials to bless someone else. If I can help one person. If you think this blog has been transparent, you just wait. My next project is going to be titled, "I'ts ok to not be ok." As a living witness, I know how hard it is to hurt and smile at the same time. I know how hard it is to encourage others when you need to be encouraged yourself. I know what it's like to try to love people who don't love you back. I understand the feelings of abandonment, betrayal, deceit, frustration and anxiety. I understand. I understand what it feels like to think that someone has you only to find out they're just with you for how you enhance them. This doesn't only happen in male/female intimate relationships. I have learned it does happen more often than not in female/female friendships and acquaintances. So, be on the look out. This project is just around the corner; and it is sure to bless your heart. |
In Memory of: Charles T. Wilcox
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