The things God has done for me have been unimaginable. Finally, I know what it's like to be lonely but not alone. I know what it's like to not have a need for anything. You see, Psalm 50:10, "For every beast of the forest is mine, and the cattle upon a thousand hills."
Sometimes I look back at the life I used to live, I know that it was God who got me here. If I had continued on the path of my way, this day would have never happened.
Even though there have been times in my life when I wanted t throw in the towel and forget about it all. But honestly right now, I am excited about where I am right now.
Finally, I have learned the place I was in at that time, was because of what I allowed. I allowed myself to not own what God had clearly promised me. He promised to always love and be by my side. But, me being who I am, I thought I could do this life thing on my own. Little did I know, I was completely wrong.
There is nothing in life we do that we don't need God. I want to encourage you to not try to do this alone. God has already set things in order. John 14:6 says, "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
All I want to say ladies is give up the fight. Life is so much better when you learn to love those things that you feel are not loveable. It is at that very moment when life when turn around for you. Hear me when I tell you. They've been placed in your life for a reason, for a season and most importantly to teach a lesson. Don't lose too much time. God has it all in control.