My Father in Heaven, I am reaching out to you today because I recognize that you have everything I need; and right now God I need rest. There is so much chaos and confusion around me right now that sometimes it feels like I am trapped in a tunnel. No matter what direction I turn, there is something going on. While I am grateful these issues are not mine, it seems as though I am always trying to be pulled right in the middle of it.
All I want right now God is to be able to fully enjoy my life. The life that you have given me. God it was you who made ways and opened doors for me. It was you God who has been walking with me through my depression, anxiety and panic attacks; and because it was you, I refuse to let anyone drag me into anything that is not like you.
God, I won't go back to that place where many days I struggled just to breathe. Even after you were gracious enough to awaken me and allow me to see the day, Satan was standing right there to suck the breath right out of my body. But God I'm grateful because for every one he stole, you have replaced with multiple more.
Lord I ask if there is anything in me that I don't recognize that is causing me to feel this way today please reveal it to me. I don't want to carry anything that is not like you in my heart, my mind, my body, or my soul. If there is anything or anyone around me who is depositing the remnants of their spirits in my life, God please expose them.
Thank you for your promise to always be my protection. Thank you for your promise to always be my provider. Thank you God for being everything I need. I am going forth knowing that you have everything under control; and that your promises to me will not go out and come back void. Thank you for promising me in your word in Isaiah 54:17, "No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn."