Dear Lord I pray. First, please knw that I am grateful for all that you have done for me. From allowing me to get out of bed this morning to being able to use my limbs and make my own decisions. Thank you God for the autonomy to choose what, when, where, and why of my day. But God, even with all of that freedom I still feel like I am in bondage.
Lord I honestly don't know what to do any more. It seems I stay more sad than happy; more anxious than at peace. I know God this is nothing but Satan trying to get me to not trust in you. Well God I promise you that will never happen. Of all the people in the world, you are the one and only who has stood by me through everything. You are the one and only who has stayed true to your promises to me.
So I guess you are wondering why I am even taking the time to put this on paper. Well you see God, it doesn't feel good to be around people all the time who have a significant other; and I am always alone. I know you know what's best for me and I am trusting you with this. However, I am feeling a bit of anxiety as it relates to this. Lord I don't want to be alone forever.
Lots of people remind me of how blessed I am; and yes God I acknowledge that. But your word says you created Eve to be a help mate for Adam. Who God am I the help mate for? Where is my Boaz? I am doing all I know how to remain positive and to continue on my journey through singleness. But, I must admit it gets hard sometimes. Especially when you just want a hug or you simply want to hear someone say, "thank you" or you know what, "I love you".
I am praying that I have not offended you Lord because I know and believe everything your word says but Lord, every now and then the human touch can make life seem just a little bit easier. Sometimes I just want someone to hug me. Is that too much to ask? Is that a fair request?
Lord I thank you for understanding and being patient with me. But most importantly Lord I thank you for loving me. I will forever give you everything I have. In Jesus name. Amen!
Lord I honestly don't know what to do any more. It seems I stay more sad than happy; more anxious than at peace. I know God this is nothing but Satan trying to get me to not trust in you. Well God I promise you that will never happen. Of all the people in the world, you are the one and only who has stood by me through everything. You are the one and only who has stayed true to your promises to me.
So I guess you are wondering why I am even taking the time to put this on paper. Well you see God, it doesn't feel good to be around people all the time who have a significant other; and I am always alone. I know you know what's best for me and I am trusting you with this. However, I am feeling a bit of anxiety as it relates to this. Lord I don't want to be alone forever.
Lots of people remind me of how blessed I am; and yes God I acknowledge that. But your word says you created Eve to be a help mate for Adam. Who God am I the help mate for? Where is my Boaz? I am doing all I know how to remain positive and to continue on my journey through singleness. But, I must admit it gets hard sometimes. Especially when you just want a hug or you simply want to hear someone say, "thank you" or you know what, "I love you".
I am praying that I have not offended you Lord because I know and believe everything your word says but Lord, every now and then the human touch can make life seem just a little bit easier. Sometimes I just want someone to hug me. Is that too much to ask? Is that a fair request?
Lord I thank you for understanding and being patient with me. But most importantly Lord I thank you for loving me. I will forever give you everything I have. In Jesus name. Amen!