Dear God as I pour out my heart to you today, please have mercy on me. You already know I have some serious struggles in my life right now. However hard they are God, I want to do better. I want to react differently to the people who seem to be thorns in my side. I know I can't change them; nor can I change how they feel or even treat me. But with your help Lord I can change how I react. Please Lord help me do better. Even though they irritate me to the end, Lord please help me do better.
You know my struggles with shopping. As I look around in my personal space Lord I'm grateful. There is absolutely nothing I need. I want to do better. I want to make better choices and better decisions. My closet is overflowing Lord and there really is no need or lack as to what I will wear for the day. But God it is excessive and I want to do better.
When I look around my relationships/friendships God you know I struggle with serious anxiety. I actually get sweaty palms, shaking legs and weak knees when I have to deal with people. Of course, you would not know that, if you didn't know that. I know you know Lord that's why I'm asking you to please help me do better.
Honestly Lord my heart is pounding right now at the thought of the things that cause me anxiety. But God I want to do better. I want to get strong enough to the point where I feel no anxiety. Nothing but your wonders will be able to take my breath away. I want to do better surrounding myself with positive people who give me positive energy. It is so difficult Lord trying to be the face of strength and positivity; when really all I feel is hurt and pain. A heavy heart and perspiration rolling down my skin.
It saddens me Lord to know that in order for me to keep myself under control I have to take a pill. Yes Lord, I know that you give doctors knowledge to diagnos and those who are making the medications the insight on what to create and give us for the areas in which we are deficient. But God, I want to do better. I don't want to spend the rest of my life depending on having to take a pill to get through situations that make me anxious.
I know you love me and I know you got this. But I also know that your word tells us that we have not because we ask not. Therefore God I am asking, not just asking but comitting myself to the process so that I can not only do better but to get better.
My prayer is that you will touch the places in my life that I don't know how to deal with. Not just me but for anyone who is reading this right now. Touch them as well. Whether they admit it or not, there is someone who right now is experiencing the symptoms of anxiety; and who is feeling alone. But I rebuke those spirits in the name of Jesus.
Please God take away this headache I have right now. Take away the heaviness in my chest. Take away heavenly father the trembling I feel in my body. Give me peace Lord that will surpass all of my understanding. Help me God to surrender to whatever it is you are trying to get me to do.
I no longer have the energy, the time or the desire to be anything but what you want me to be. I no longer have the energy, the time or the desire to do anymore anything but what you want me to do. So what if I have to do it alone, I've been alone all of my life; and if my memory serves me correctly, alone I came into this world and alone I shall leave this world.
Take care of my family and friends who are confused and hurting right now. Take care of every need they have. Cover them Lord under the same blood that you cover me with. Mend their broken places. Please God take the pieces and turn them into peace. Can't nobody do that but you and for that reason I am leaning and depending upon; and I counting on you to come through for me. Lord you've done it so many times before and I know this time will be no different.
The more the enemy attacks me with symptoms of anxiety right now (my lips are actually getting numb) the more I will continue to pen this prayer to this paper. Lord I know you are not going to let him win. You are not going to let him take away what you have so beautifully created. I pray for that person who is going through right now Lord. Give them the courage to push through the symptoms, just like me.
Lord we are all tired and we all get discouraged. Help us to get through the tough times knowing that you have our backs and that you love us. Keep us close to you and never let us go. In Jesus name I pray. Amen!
You know my struggles with shopping. As I look around in my personal space Lord I'm grateful. There is absolutely nothing I need. I want to do better. I want to make better choices and better decisions. My closet is overflowing Lord and there really is no need or lack as to what I will wear for the day. But God it is excessive and I want to do better.
When I look around my relationships/friendships God you know I struggle with serious anxiety. I actually get sweaty palms, shaking legs and weak knees when I have to deal with people. Of course, you would not know that, if you didn't know that. I know you know Lord that's why I'm asking you to please help me do better.
Honestly Lord my heart is pounding right now at the thought of the things that cause me anxiety. But God I want to do better. I want to get strong enough to the point where I feel no anxiety. Nothing but your wonders will be able to take my breath away. I want to do better surrounding myself with positive people who give me positive energy. It is so difficult Lord trying to be the face of strength and positivity; when really all I feel is hurt and pain. A heavy heart and perspiration rolling down my skin.
It saddens me Lord to know that in order for me to keep myself under control I have to take a pill. Yes Lord, I know that you give doctors knowledge to diagnos and those who are making the medications the insight on what to create and give us for the areas in which we are deficient. But God, I want to do better. I don't want to spend the rest of my life depending on having to take a pill to get through situations that make me anxious.
I know you love me and I know you got this. But I also know that your word tells us that we have not because we ask not. Therefore God I am asking, not just asking but comitting myself to the process so that I can not only do better but to get better.
My prayer is that you will touch the places in my life that I don't know how to deal with. Not just me but for anyone who is reading this right now. Touch them as well. Whether they admit it or not, there is someone who right now is experiencing the symptoms of anxiety; and who is feeling alone. But I rebuke those spirits in the name of Jesus.
Please God take away this headache I have right now. Take away the heaviness in my chest. Take away heavenly father the trembling I feel in my body. Give me peace Lord that will surpass all of my understanding. Help me God to surrender to whatever it is you are trying to get me to do.
I no longer have the energy, the time or the desire to be anything but what you want me to be. I no longer have the energy, the time or the desire to do anymore anything but what you want me to do. So what if I have to do it alone, I've been alone all of my life; and if my memory serves me correctly, alone I came into this world and alone I shall leave this world.
Take care of my family and friends who are confused and hurting right now. Take care of every need they have. Cover them Lord under the same blood that you cover me with. Mend their broken places. Please God take the pieces and turn them into peace. Can't nobody do that but you and for that reason I am leaning and depending upon; and I counting on you to come through for me. Lord you've done it so many times before and I know this time will be no different.
The more the enemy attacks me with symptoms of anxiety right now (my lips are actually getting numb) the more I will continue to pen this prayer to this paper. Lord I know you are not going to let him win. You are not going to let him take away what you have so beautifully created. I pray for that person who is going through right now Lord. Give them the courage to push through the symptoms, just like me.
Lord we are all tired and we all get discouraged. Help us to get through the tough times knowing that you have our backs and that you love us. Keep us close to you and never let us go. In Jesus name I pray. Amen!