Heavenly Father, I want to say thank you for being my God. Thank you for being my provider and thank you for keeping me through all things.
Today Lord I bow my head almost in shame. Why? Because I have been here before. I am so tired Lord of feeling lonely and frustrated. I give everything I have to every cause I participate in and I never seem to benefit. I know that your word says in Galatians 6:9, "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." So as I approach your throne today please don't look at me in shame. But to be honest Father, I am feeling a little weary. The most difficult thing about doing ministry is when you give your all and feel as though you get nothing in return.
I know Lord that you knew this day was going to come. I know you knew it was not going to be easy for me at this point. But God will you please have just a little mercy on me. All I need right now is one moment of relief. Relief from frustration and anxiety. Relief from feeling sad and alone. All I need right now is a touch from you.
Even though the tasks seem to be coming more daunting, I know you are by my side. I know that someone somewhere is finding or has found encouragement in my messages so God I can't stop now. I want to continue to bless them but right now I need a spiritual boost. I tell myself every day how important it is to let others know about you; and how good you have been to me.
When I signed on today and looked at the numbers, I could hardly believe it myself. Just yesterday, I had 45 unique visitors to my blog. That in itself is amazing. So God I want to thank you. Because a blessing like that can only come through, by, and because of you.
Help me to stay focused God and help me to stay strong. When the enemy come against me remind me of all of the times we have been here; and most importantly, all of the times you brought me through. Thank you God for everything. In Jesus name. Amen!
Today Lord I bow my head almost in shame. Why? Because I have been here before. I am so tired Lord of feeling lonely and frustrated. I give everything I have to every cause I participate in and I never seem to benefit. I know that your word says in Galatians 6:9, "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." So as I approach your throne today please don't look at me in shame. But to be honest Father, I am feeling a little weary. The most difficult thing about doing ministry is when you give your all and feel as though you get nothing in return.
I know Lord that you knew this day was going to come. I know you knew it was not going to be easy for me at this point. But God will you please have just a little mercy on me. All I need right now is one moment of relief. Relief from frustration and anxiety. Relief from feeling sad and alone. All I need right now is a touch from you.
Even though the tasks seem to be coming more daunting, I know you are by my side. I know that someone somewhere is finding or has found encouragement in my messages so God I can't stop now. I want to continue to bless them but right now I need a spiritual boost. I tell myself every day how important it is to let others know about you; and how good you have been to me.
When I signed on today and looked at the numbers, I could hardly believe it myself. Just yesterday, I had 45 unique visitors to my blog. That in itself is amazing. So God I want to thank you. Because a blessing like that can only come through, by, and because of you.
Help me to stay focused God and help me to stay strong. When the enemy come against me remind me of all of the times we have been here; and most importantly, all of the times you brought me through. Thank you God for everything. In Jesus name. Amen!