Our Father in Heaven. Thank you for waking me this morning. Thank you for making sure all of my needs are met. I have clothes to wear, food to eat and I have a place to lay my head. I acknowledge you as the one and only true and living God. The only who can and will make sure that all things are well in my life at all times.
Forgive me Father God for everything I have done that has not pleased you. Forgive me for falling short in so many areas that now I have to come back to you. If only I had listened and did things differently, things would not be this way. I most likely would be dealing with something else just not this and I would be further along than I feel I am right now. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for my second chance (AGAIN) and thank you God for receiving me without questions but arms open wide. I am in debt to you forever.
Today Father I am a little bothered in my spirit. Something, something, something, something just ain't right It just ain't right. Something, something, something, something just ain't right. I have this struggle with trying to be the best me I can be. But it seems like every time I progress one step forward; I regress two steps backwards.
I must admit that my little heart is feeling some kinda way. You see God, I have always prided myself on being able to help others;because I know your word tells us so in Galatians 6:9, " And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not". I totally 100% believe your word to be true. But, I have to be honest and say that I am starting to feel faintish. It's difficult when you are always encouraging, inspiring, and supporting others but, when you extend offers there's always a reason why you can't get the same in return. I'm honestly blown away by the men and women of God who carry a selfish, non-supportive, envious type of spirit. Not just blown away God it makes me nervous to say the least.
There's no other way for me to say to you right now God other than to say I am so tired. Although people look at me from the outside and come to some glorious conclusion that all things are well. I rebuke that devil right now in the name of Jesus. Just because I look good on the outside only means I have an enormous amount of clothes and shoes; and use even a more enormous amount of time pulling it all together. To be honest God, that is not working for me any more.
I'm saddened by the fact that some people who professed everlasting friendship with me has proven otherwise. How well has the total opposite been displayed; and I must admit it is confusing. So God I will continue to live by your word as it is written in Psalm 146:3, "Put not your trust in princes, nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help." I'll be honest and repent before you and everyone who is reading this post today I really didn't think it would turn out like this. Not for me.
I recognize and openly acknowledge that the time has come for me to do things differently. I need to check my family and my friends. Maybe it's time to reevaluate and start new. Lord, in order for me to get the peace in this life I want, I must do what fear has kept me from doing for years. It's time to step out of my comfort zone and do some things I have never done. I have to trust you with this one Lord because the mere fact of doing what is obvious to me makes me a little nervous.
Thank you heavenly father for the right now conviction. The holy spirit just reminded me of your promise to me found in Philippians 4:6, "Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." God I will trust you. I make this public declaration that the next six months of my life will be different starting right now. I'm putting it all in your hands. Even if I have to cry, I won't cry for long.
Your word in Revelation 21:4 lets me know, "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away"; and God you know me. I believe a promise is a promise; and I am grateful that you can not break a promise.
Moving forward Lord I am putting forth every effort humanly possible to ". . . . . forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before" Philippians 3:13
In Jesus Name. Amen!
Forgive me Father God for everything I have done that has not pleased you. Forgive me for falling short in so many areas that now I have to come back to you. If only I had listened and did things differently, things would not be this way. I most likely would be dealing with something else just not this and I would be further along than I feel I am right now. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for my second chance (AGAIN) and thank you God for receiving me without questions but arms open wide. I am in debt to you forever.
Today Father I am a little bothered in my spirit. Something, something, something, something just ain't right It just ain't right. Something, something, something, something just ain't right. I have this struggle with trying to be the best me I can be. But it seems like every time I progress one step forward; I regress two steps backwards.
I must admit that my little heart is feeling some kinda way. You see God, I have always prided myself on being able to help others;because I know your word tells us so in Galatians 6:9, " And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not". I totally 100% believe your word to be true. But, I have to be honest and say that I am starting to feel faintish. It's difficult when you are always encouraging, inspiring, and supporting others but, when you extend offers there's always a reason why you can't get the same in return. I'm honestly blown away by the men and women of God who carry a selfish, non-supportive, envious type of spirit. Not just blown away God it makes me nervous to say the least.
There's no other way for me to say to you right now God other than to say I am so tired. Although people look at me from the outside and come to some glorious conclusion that all things are well. I rebuke that devil right now in the name of Jesus. Just because I look good on the outside only means I have an enormous amount of clothes and shoes; and use even a more enormous amount of time pulling it all together. To be honest God, that is not working for me any more.
I'm saddened by the fact that some people who professed everlasting friendship with me has proven otherwise. How well has the total opposite been displayed; and I must admit it is confusing. So God I will continue to live by your word as it is written in Psalm 146:3, "Put not your trust in princes, nor in the son of man, in whom there is no help." I'll be honest and repent before you and everyone who is reading this post today I really didn't think it would turn out like this. Not for me.
I recognize and openly acknowledge that the time has come for me to do things differently. I need to check my family and my friends. Maybe it's time to reevaluate and start new. Lord, in order for me to get the peace in this life I want, I must do what fear has kept me from doing for years. It's time to step out of my comfort zone and do some things I have never done. I have to trust you with this one Lord because the mere fact of doing what is obvious to me makes me a little nervous.
Thank you heavenly father for the right now conviction. The holy spirit just reminded me of your promise to me found in Philippians 4:6, "Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." God I will trust you. I make this public declaration that the next six months of my life will be different starting right now. I'm putting it all in your hands. Even if I have to cry, I won't cry for long.
Your word in Revelation 21:4 lets me know, "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away"; and God you know me. I believe a promise is a promise; and I am grateful that you can not break a promise.
Moving forward Lord I am putting forth every effort humanly possible to ". . . . . forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before" Philippians 3:13
In Jesus Name. Amen!